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Well lately my birthday past and well life hasn't gone my way at all... First my great aunt passes (this is the 2nd time a family member died around my birthday this puts me in a gloom postion already.) next my computer randomly feels like breaking down for no reason, I lost my job and I have no clue as to how or why and my boss isn't telling me I am officially out of the job yet but I can take the hints. Plus my favorite all time manga just ends out of all times on my birthday as well which is a great present but doesn't help the situation. Those small things pile up quickly.

I just feel like I don't know what to do next... And this isn't a suicide thing just don't know what to do I am looking for another job but I am slowly becoming pessimistic from being so optimistic.

Updated 11-21-2014 at 06:24 PM by Renshi52

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  1. -Omega-'s Avatar
    That's too bad.
  2. Darc-star's Avatar
    =(
    hope things get better soon

    kinda sucks that its all around your birthday =/
    maybe it just means christmas will be doubly nice? no?
  3. Renshi52's Avatar
    Hopefully I have a good Christmas right now I need a job D:
  4. Arcelie's Avatar
    hang in there buddy this won't beat you
  5. Miyamoto's Avatar
    Sorry the hear about your aunt Ren, just try to stay positive as much as you can and do anything you can do to take your mind off everything so you can sort things out, like the job situation. Hopefully everything will work out for you bro
  6. naru's Avatar
    "hugs" will pray you find a job and happiness <3
  7. Kurotoki's Avatar
    That was abit like me, my life seemed shite, nothing was happening for me, and I wasn't happy especially around my birthday, I use to think it was because I was one year closer to death, but I came to the conclusion that it was because subconsciously I didn't want to grow up, all the responsibilitys of being an adult was dragging me down (could be a reason why I was such a big anime fan).
    But now I couldn't be happier with my life and I'm certain you will find your happiness remember to keep your eyes forward and your chin up.
    Updated 11-22-2014 at 11:44 AM by Kurotoki
  8. Renshi52's Avatar
    Thank you people.

    Little things start to pile up quickly just putting it out there actually help take a load off, I am not a depressing person... Well I hope not lol.

    I just hope life changes quickly cause I need money for anime Boston lol
  9. K9VoidSlash's Avatar
    hey hey now m.m u'll be fine ... you could say i'm in a similar pinch, and after being sad for 2 weeks, found out that didn't help at all lol, so don't worry, you'll be fine n.n
    (and yes, i think i'm already late to this blog) m.m