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    Quote Originally Posted by Hayabusa View Post
    Just listen to this song, over and over again. It helps.


    -.- no, its annoying-.- but thats me xD

    but i agree music is nice 2 get out of **** for a moment, i listen 2 soundtracks at depressive moments... and believe me thats a lot, youtube is rich only because of me -.-'



    just dont listen 2 sad music like shindler's list orsomething like that, makes u feel only worse

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    Quote Originally Posted by Shinsei View Post
    i am not saying i've had the worst life, or saying its a competition, and i wont say that i understand what others go through - we all go through our own trials and torments - but ill listen. and i might even have some advice to offer, if anyones willing to hear it.
    that there are others who have had worse doesnt mean ur own life does not suck. u have a good life or a shitty life, or ur life started bad and later on it became great, or other way around.

    my father left when i was 2, never made contract again, and never paid (simply said, its the law here to pay ur sons and or daughters till they are 18) boy's need fathers more then mothers at some times ( and daughters mothers ) i never missed my father, i alwais missed A father. ofc thats only 1 little part that happened in my life but this alone is already inough for me 2 feel my life sucks.... other things made it worse and worse, ofc im only 22 years old now, so i have a full life ahead and so i hope that it will become a great life, meaby when im done studying, found work, ..... get a wife and stilll looking at other woma..... nvm that xD

    music and humor is what makes ppl keep living on in my opinion :S what is a family or friends if no1 ever made a joke.

    but other ppl have other opinions world would be boring if every1 was the same 2 many devorces too xD

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    I feel like the world would be better off without me...

    "There is no greater evil in this world or any other than for the strong to stand by idly and let injustice to unanswered."

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    Lifes tough but it can always be worse never doubt there somewhere in the world someone is going through the same and maybe even worse. The world can make use fo everyone especially someone as talented as you Shinsei.

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    I agree with what Bomb said. Things can always be worse. I know it's not easy to see the positive side when everything around you feels like it's caving in on you and you feel you're trapped in the darkness with no way out, but remember no matter how oppressive the darkness may feel, the light of a single candle will always break that darkness. Sunlight will always stream through the cracks and life will be worth living again. Keep walking, no matter how hard. Even if you have to crawl, you will get there. Everything changes with time and in change there is hope, so don't give up on yourself.
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    Even though I possess the heart, soul and mindset of a hippie, monk, and kung fu master (I hate violence, I try to avoid conflicts and disputes between other people let alone get involved in them, I value peace, love, serenity, harmony and happiness/joy... everything positive over anything else in the world, I'm impartial/neutral to certain things and I try very hard to stay neutral/impartial to those things, especially disputes and conflicts between others), I sometimes end up getting sucked into the negativity around me anyway, and it has a pretty awful impact on me half the time... other times it doesn't impact me at all, due to my positive outlook, extremely calm and laid-back disposition but that doesn't stop me from trying to help those need it, should the situation at hand ever absolutely call for it.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Shinsei View Post
    I'll be an open book here; for the safety on anonymity;

    At age 7 i was incorrectly diagnosed with ADHD. Drugs turned me into a zombie. At 11 i was diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome, a disorder similar to Autism, but not as severe. I was classified as a 'high-functioning', meaning that i was, in some ways, a 'rain man' kinda guy - certain things like english and spoken word, expressionism (painting, poetry, creativity, true meaning) was clear as day to me, but when it came to socialising in tense social situations like school, or workplace - i struggle.

    In high school, i was beaten, bashed, stoned (had rocks thrown at me), set on fire (spray cans + lighters) and smacked over the head with a baseball bat. as a result of that, at 17, i was diagnosed with Epilepsy, causing me to have convulsions, seizures, and require alot of medication. my dreams in life were shattered.

    at age 15 and 16 i attempted to take my own life. i was severely depressed, i still suffer anxiety to this day.

    now at age 26 i have been to deal with all that, plus diabetes due to being 20 kilos overweight, but the plus side is i have a wife and a child soon to come...i just pray to god that if he listens, that my child will not inherit any of the problems i have had to endure in life.


    i am not saying i've had the worst life, or saying its a competition, and i wont say that i understand what others go through - we all go through our own trials and torments - but ill listen. and i might even have some advice to offer, if anyones willing to hear it.
    Quote Originally Posted by Iblistech View Post
    Bullying and racism in general are just plain, flat-out wrong... gangs too, for the most part. Period. Shinsei, I know how you feel because I too have Aspergers Syndrome. The only major problems I've ever had in my life occurred when I was little... mainly parental issues and being treated differently from everyone else due to having autism in the first place.

    I successfully managed to work past the autism issue as I got older with a few problems here and there. As for the other one... well, that one will more than likely never be resolved, but it's okay, because I'm not going to let it bother me/eat away at my conscience/get me down. The only thing I can do about it is just maintain the relentlessly calm, relaxed, laid-back, positive composure that I have been heavily and widely regarded for.
    The both of you are to be commended for overcoming and dealing with your disabilities. Rather than remain bitter and negative, you turned your lives around.

    Shinsei, I have not seen the Bleach thread, and I am still quite new to this whole forum thing, but it sounds like people really look forward to your posts. On the other hand, they must also remember that behind the avatar is a real person with real feelings, and these jerks obviously feel they can write anything, no matter how hostile or hurtful. Bullying of any type is unacceptable! (can you "warn" them or something?)

    I'm glad you started this thread. Please rant as much as you need to. Even if I don't post a reply, it doesn't mean that I am not reading this. And congratulations on your child!
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    Feel much better now. I'm working on a project here - Bleach RPG.

    Don't worry......be happy.

    "There is no greater evil in this world or any other than for the strong to stand by idly and let injustice to unanswered."

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    Quote Originally Posted by DjRover View Post
    When ever i had a bad problem in the past id just go harm myself but luckily i moved past that.
    Because i write alot. When ever i have a problem like that again i just write it down in the form of a short story in a diary or something. I guess i just have to let it out to feel better and what better place to let it out than paper ^-^
    So stoked that you were able to move past that darkness out of your life and find a healthy release. Keep on running forward with your head held high and never look back.

    "There is no greater evil in this world or any other than for the strong to stand by idly and let injustice to unanswered."

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